Worries Only Turn Into Fears.

I hate when friends/lovers break up. It sucks. Sure, you can stick to one side or another, but that just causes more conflict. But when you're neutral, it's like watching two opposing castles break each other down from the inside out. It sucks.

Jaz and Jamie seem to be constantly bickering. :(

And Jaz is right. Vegetarianism isn't enough. I'm going to try and eat more Vegan foods. No more Taco Bell.

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I'm pathetic. But at least I try...

Why can't people see themselves in others? How come we hate each other so much? So much? Do we hate ourselves just enough to hate everyone else? How come we can't spare change for the lonely traveler? Help a stranger move a couch? Are we that selfish? How are we supposed to obtain peace? How fateful it is to watch man turn to beast by his own doings...

It's thoughts like these that make me sad for mankind. Thoughts that make me want to find my own cabin and live alone. Thoughts that make me want to travel around just so that I don't have to know the people for very long.

Maybe being a loner is more than loneliness. It's the path of least resistance. Buddha sat under a tree alone for how-ever-many days. That's how he founded Buddhism, right? It doesn't mean loners are great philosophers, but more like theorists. In order to have a decent philosophy, you must refine it with outside ideas. A theory is an idea that must be put to the test in order to prove its truth. Or maybe I'm an idiot. You tell me...

I'm just sick of it all. I'm sick with complications...

"When life is easy, all is easy."