Apathy Sucks

I don't even care anymore. Fuck. I've broken. I feel like shit. They can't tell. Ever since they talked to me... I just havn't cared. I want to blow my brains out. I want to die. Why wont they let me live how I want. Leave me alone. I'm not a productive member of society. I don't want to be one. Fuck you. Die... just die... Fuck. I don't care. I can't care. If I do, I'll suicide. I can't believe this is how pathetic I am. Fuck. Just die. I can't... Someone help... I want to get out of here. I hate it here... I'm useless...