I think my Soy Milk went bad. I got a new guitar, but no amp to play on. Fuck. I'm bored. My sister doesn't know how to buy anything without meat in it. I'm tempted to start eating Vegan just to piss her off more.
I'm not sure why she thought giving me computer privileges would make things better. Hell, I'm not even sure why she took them away. Maybe so I wouldn't talk bad about her. What a bitch. [I'm not that offensive toward others, Don't worry. It's just humor.]
I've pretty much given up the idea of posting albums. I doubt anyone [besides my friends, who listen to more or less the same shit,] Reads this. So, unless anyone objects, no more albums. <<
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I use lines like this^ all the time. It helps me think of a new paragraph. Gives it some structure. I'm a little bit OC about certain things. ANYWAY; If there's one thing I regret now, it would be going through with the idiotic assumption that walking out of a store full of things you never bought would last long. Fucking stupid. If that never have happened, Things would probably be exactly the way they were. [Minus Jamie.] Ick. It's been... A long while since I've seen the guys. I'm depressed. I'm even more saddened that I couldn't see Jamie off. My tyrant of a sister... I swear, I'll never look back once I'm out. Fuck this.
Now, most of you would expect me to run away, which I tried already, to no avail. Our would-be squat was frozen shut, and climbing through the window is not only conspicuous, but time-wasting at fucking tiring. It was by pure luck that I got in, that one time anyway, because the window-sills were actually dry. If I tried now, I wouldn't be able to get in. Stupid fucking weather, man. It's been wacky for a couple weeks now.
Basically what I'm saying is, I'm screwed. Unless Summer decides to poke it's head out of Winter's vagina anytime soon, I'm fucked. My shorts have a hole in the crotch. Fun.
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I've probably misspelled thousands of words at this point, so I'll switch over to Firefox now...
Oh wow.
I only misspelled 3 words. Amazing. O_O
Jaz-lessons payoff, yo.
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So, 2:35 AM now. There's still a strong dissatisfaction in my gut. This blog isn't helping a whole hell of a lot. I'm not hungry, I don't have to piss, I don't have to shit, and I'm pretty sure I'm not erect. So why this... emptiness? Maybe a little lonely. Angst would have left me by now due to expression. So what is this? I'm not exactly bored. Perhaps my gut has finally demands to GTFO of this place.
Or maybe I'm just fucking stupid. In either case, I think I'm gonna head to bed. Surprisingly all this writing has given me heavy eyelids.
Night
4/27/2008
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